The 1st Thoughts

My Mind is racing, so many thoughts, so much to do...today i found out how much time i have off work. all gthe spare time next week is going to kill me slowing..to think just 2 and a half months ago i had no time to call my own....i dedicated all my spare time to the one i thought appericated it the most, and yet its not that at all. every girl has to go thru at time of being dump for a nigga, but boy i didnt think it was going to happen to me...i was suppose to be smarter...it was all in my face,,,,all the signs was there i was ignoring them..i was crazy...crazy in lust that it...now next week when i have all the spare time in the world, while my friends are working and my family is away,,,im going to focus on me...DO only me!!!! fall in lust with TanIeluv herself!!!